of anger

CW: Mentions of abuse and trauma.  I am angry today. I am angry at everything, I think, but if you'll allow me to be more specific: I am angry at how cold my hands are, I'm angry at how lame my Spotify Daily Mixes are today, I am angry at you, I'm angry that I … Continue reading of anger

but seriously, who will stop the rain (but the asia song this time)

What do you miss? I miss less than I expected, and I hesitate to characterize this thought as "comforting," but also... I am learning about myself. Learning that, here at nearly 31, I hardly know anything, really. For example, I do not miss waiting on the bus in the rain, do not miss being splattered … Continue reading but seriously, who will stop the rain (but the asia song this time)

i’m not ready, or: ben solo deserved better, or: yes, i’m still upset about this

Let me be upfront: I only saw Rise of Skywalker once. Because I really, really hated it. (So, forgive me if I do not eloquently cite my sources here, okay? Okay.) But, today, I find myself Google-ing, "When can I watch Rise of Skywalker on Disney+?" DAMN YOU, MOUSE. Because, OKAY, FINE. There were a few moments I liked, … Continue reading i’m not ready, or: ben solo deserved better, or: yes, i’m still upset about this